a last wish..
Expectations, hopes, thoughts, and dreams- all flash through my mind every moment They blind me to the truth, and bind me to a web of errors. They provide the distortion And when they shatter my anger, they transfix deeper into me. Schemes, tricks, lies, fear- artificiality- rules it all And what i've buried within to stay- invulnerable, unscathed, and unaffiliated; Has betrayed me pretty squarely, And left me with this weak, vacant esthesis... somebody please take it all away, or take me from all, away.