a last wish..

Expectations, hopes, thoughts, and dreams-

all flash through my mind every moment

They blind me to the truth, 

and bind me to a web of errors.

They provide the distortion

And when they shatter my anger,

they transfix deeper into me.

Schemes, tricks, lies, fear-

artificiality- rules it all

And what i've buried within to stay-

invulnerable, unscathed, and unaffiliated;

Has betrayed me pretty squarely,

And left me with this weak, vacant esthesis...

somebody please take it all away,

or take me from all, away.