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Thou art grown to something more Of all women, fairest to behold, Because 'tis the night you're born Shall I compare thee to a summer's day, Or the stony skies of wintry nights, Thou art more lovely and more temperate Like red glow of gold beside grey silver, Or the enchanting lavender in the moors So I wish for you all of heaven's grace God's praise, unmatched beauty and solace!

Well, this post is dedicated to a friend of mine.. Writing about her never occurred to the mind, but somehow today it had to happen. It goes on like this.. Fact 1. We didn't talk(or talk once in a thousand times) when we were together in the school. Fact 2. We only knew each other formally.(though shes' a girl and as usually, girls remember a lot of things) Fact 3. When we found each other again after years, we talked as if we were quite familiar to each other. Fact 4. All facebook apps I use still put her in coveted positions. Fact 5. I(and for that matter she too) still don't understand how did I connect so easily so closely with her after such a long gap. Fact 6. Its too much boring this way. I should get random. Well, as a friend, I really love her, just for a simple fact. I don't know if I would think of her as the first choice if asked about who my best friend is; but I damn well know she's just somewhere near, everytime I think of being alone. She mi...

maybe i had a dearth of obsession then, but i had some dreams which ought to be true. i had dreamt of you standing before me, and my heart bowed down to yours then. when i thought of you being close to me i went in trance everytime as you talked to me, but i could not do it that seemed truly exciting i could not take the step that took me nearer, though i never meant really to sway away and i have you in sections of my heart, safe. whenever i look back i see only emptiness but feel you somewhere beneath all the rust i feel you somewhere beneath the moments i feel you somewhere...

Well, this should serve for two things, one, that I have also boys as best friends and I am not a cheap stalker kinda person; and two, a relation like this often goes unmentioned but it should be. So lets start. Class 8th, or 7th, I guess it was. I met a chunky, tan complexioned short guy in one of my Maths tutions. Pretty quickly, we were good friends, and much of that friendship evolved because of our insatiable desires to solve Math problems quickly. Soon, we were together - going to school, coming from school, going to tutions, taking dinners together some days, and you-know-how-a-friendship-develops sort of things. Then College came in. We went to Chemistry tutions together. Those days we started becoming real good friends; and more things happened - travelling long places together, having guys-nightouts, bunking tutions and classes, roaming here and there, studying together, watching a movie together, seeing girls together(here seeing for me means trying to see!), playing pc gam...

This is another one of those phases which I would definitely like not to forget. during a comparatively smaller period than the previous one, in which I was almost alone, categorically saying, I had buzzed into one of those sweet little gems on the internet.. orkut, to be specific. Those days, virtual friendships were at an all time low in India, facing much hyped criticisms. But somehow our relationship clicked, and you know what? The following three pieces definitely describe the in-fact-best-ever-virtual-friendship ever experienced by me. We've always been together, we did everything with laughter, we thought it was forever. when I was in danger you knew how to ease my fear, you were always there to be my savior. at first we were strangers, until we came closer, and now we are together. but time flows like a river. it became complicated and faster, until we realized that we're older. and that is what is keeping us apart, I was here, and you were there. but ...

A Chilling Day-After 9 Long Yrs : Well, I guess this shud have been written long b4, but der aaye durust aaye .. This has been taken off from d ORKUT Acc.(and remixd a little) I wud like 2 bring 2 ur notice dat dis article is being written only under sheer compulsion from my heart.. b4 starting i tak a pledge.. jo kahunga sach kahunga sach ke siva kuch nahi kahunga .. & sabse bada sach ki m a big flaterrer.. so a caution 4 d readers.. dont go by my words.. it just may b false..;-) now on a serious note(coz if i dont come 2 dis she kills me(" dekho Pratik tumhe maar daalungi! "))... dis girl has absolutely nothing which is worth praising except 4 her beautiful eyes which hav d portayal of a beautiful heart.. aa..and shes' one of d most beautiful person dat I hav ever cum across...and dis is no hyperbole.. shes' alwaz there for her closest friends... & we'll be there together whatever shit happens - I know dat - I bet she knows dat too.. And.. uuff...

Only two or three days have passed since the retirement of Aarushi, my best friend, from all forms of internet communication. I miss her a lot. What hurts me the most is that I know that she would only mail me on the rarest of occasions, if possible. I know it's not at all her fault, but at the same time it hurts me a lot that I can't talk to her any more. P.S. I remember, one day we were chatting when she told me that her father would buy her a new mobile. She asked me the model(we discussed it for about half an hour). Then she told her father about the decided model, just cos I had the same one. Then she came back and said, "When paa asked me I told him to wait until I ask a friend." Her paa had replied, "ye bhi kisiko puchti hai!" I was.. I didn't know what to say that time, she discussed with an online friend about buying a mobile! She asked a lot things to me, and she instantly responded positively to my thoughts! No second thoughts! I miss you ...

Below is part of the mail, or mostly the full mail; I received from my best friend, after reading it I was.. I even couldn't think of anything. My eyes were watery. Why does this happen to me all the time? " Hi.. I've got a sad news for you..Last nite meri younger cousin sis ko orkut pe kisi ne kuch keh dia....galat keh dia ..u noe..kaise kaise log hote hain...she told her parents..family mein issue ban gaya.. n aaj my dad asked me to delete my orkut n fb accnt..even if i'll have..tab bhi sirf known ppl ko add karne ki permission milegi..i dont want mere character ke against family mein koi kuch bhi kahe..i hope u understand...so i'm deleting my accounts in a day or two..ye address bhi shayad delete ho jaye...kabhi meri yaad aaye then do write on ur blog...tumhara blog maine khud banaya tha..tumhari queen of dreams ko maine apne haathon se sajaya tha..keep it olways as my memory with u..I ve been shedding down tears this afternoon..but I'm sorry...i broke th...

They say leaves are not forever, One day they fall off the tree. Such is this irony with me, People have gone away, and They also returned back to me. Friends, who were right behind me, One day, but now all are gone. Barring a few, mostly down to you. You were the one, who stood up When the rest stayed back And faltered in their promises. Together, you and me, showed them What does friendship stand for. It’s not the biggest thing that Ever has happened with us. But it’s those million little things That’s made my life worthwhile. But life is not all good things. It keeps us at a far off distance. So when I sit on the old bench alone In the abandoned park nearby, I still wish that one sunny day, You would be there with me, Sitting closer, hand in hand, Then problems would cease To take the shit out of me. Time would come to a stand still And we would be still there, A friend for a friend, In our own utopian world. This November 24, I won’t forget. And may...

Will thou be there to rescue and my hand hold, When rushing to drown me the sea would come, Will thou be there when day turns night and cold When the wick decays, my limbs become numb Will thou allot me thy cloak soft to sheath When this temporal home to dust fades Will thou lend me a corner in thy heart When my heartbeats stall, brain turns to jelly Will thou be there waiting with open arms When this caged door opens to let bird fly Will thou come to lead me to my abode My true abode blissful in thy sweet lap!

You say that you can’t go on,that it all feels too much . . . Shall I agree that this is the only way, that nothing will ever improve? Shall I grant you permission, or solace, or your need for forgiveness? Shall I give you leave to end your life upon this Earth? No, that I will not do. Shall I sing a song of tear-cried rivers from anguished souls left behind? Shall I tell you of my angry heart that rages against allowing your light to die? Or, shall I fight for you, and with you until the day you draw your last breath? Oh, yes, THAT I will do.

If there is a mountain too steep to climb We will find a way together If there gnawing sadness in your life We will find a way together If there is faith shattered like broken glass We will find a way together Flames of deception woven in the past We will find a way together Light and truth are all you seek We will find a way together Mistakes can be forgiven we can be healed We will find a way together To make mistakes is being human We will find a way together If your heart is pure and your devotion true We will find a way together

blue butterfly the memories of you  brought to my mind  again and again                            blue butterfly enjoy each day the sun  the freedom the friends now and forever, yours.                           blue butterfly onward up, up and away this time its your time to soar                   blue butterfly my wish… to know in my heart  to feel your presence forevermore, for you, to cherish those unreached heights of unparalleled success.. This free verse is dedicated to a sweet friend.

Every time the moon races the sky, I think of things that changed my life. I think of things I cannot hide, Of emotions, trapped deep inside. With tears in my eyes and fear  In my heart, I think of the end, Where it starts. I think about all things,  The promises I've made that still clings.  When dark clouds bring in the rain,  Still the cold air brings back the pain.  Through all the tears my eyes have cried,  O friend, do promise to stand by my side.

I don't understand the fact of celebrating the friendship day.. cos for me my friends value so much, and I relish each moment associated with every friend. But I guess, somehow I was coerced into writing this one.. and obviously this is for a sweet friend whom I love so much. This is something I wrote deliberately.. just to make sure that whatever comes from my heart, I put it here. Anyways, wish my readers a Happy Friendship Day. I wish for ye, my friend Just one happy moment, surrounded by the ones you love; Just one friendly smile, from an unknown yet familiar face; Just one lovely flower in your garden, to light up your every day; Just one dear friend, who knows you more than yourself; Just one pat on your back, for something you have achieved; Just one caring touch, to lighten up your troubled heart; Just one selfless smile, for someone else's happiness; Just one inquiring look, to make sure everythings' ok; Just one playful wink, along with a suppressed ...

Tiny drops Crystal drops Precious drops ease, quench, and soothe the barren hearth of solitude. And the sound of the rains falling- Declare the celebration of a special relation. Legend says its the Angels' tears Are you with me to disagree? Sages traversed the celestial to seek for the answer but my heart knows the reason, clearly these precious tiny Crystal drops that declare The strong existence that really cares. Existence of the perfect friendship... Existence of the ideal friendship... Existence of the undying friendship... That's just the feeling of being there for each other, at times of joy, of sorrow, of happenings and mishappenings.. That's just being.. FRIENDS...

Who is a friend? (the most asked question-the least understood question) Is he the one who comes and enjoys your party? Or Is he the one who stays back with you to clean up, once everyone else has left? Is he the one who wishes 'get well soon' when you are unwell? or Is he the one who sits by your side and holds your hand until you are fine? Is he the one who tells you 'don't worry it will be fine'? or Is he the one who keeps talking to you until you are actually fine? Is he the one who keeps coming and going? or Is he the one who stays? Is he the one who tells you what you want to hear? or Is he the one who tells you what is good for you? Is he the one you can't talk to more than a 'hi' or a 'bye' or a few nice lines? or Is he the one with whom you can't run out of topics? Is he the one you hide things from, because one wrong impression about you and he'll stop talking to you? or Is he the one you cannot hide anything from, as every secr...

There is something special holding us together tight though we are apart since many long days There is something special that made us better and best From the day one we met We saw a different world There is something special That has sewn us together with an unbreakable thread Of love, of care, of joy, of happiness There is something special That is why i am missing you so much I wish you are with me forever and ever Guiding me to the righteous path There is something special Not in us, not in the world around It lies in the bond we share Its the most precious gift I care Dear Friend, lets celebrate our precious FRIENDSHIP holding it close, very close to never let it go...!!!

Where to start? The sixth grade, your quirky sence of style and your passion for life drew myself to you. Your smile, was so warm and inviting, I could almost feel myself melt into it when you smiled. Your eyes, the blackest of black, showed your every emotion. We were almost nothing alike, we didnt have the same friends, sence of style, or love for music. But I was drawn to you. Some might have called it a schooldays crush, others a joke..but there was feeling there, a feeling that I never felt before. You told your friends that we were good friends, and they turned their noses up at me, being in a different group was hard, but we wanted it so badly. You always played pranks upon me and beat me up after the bell rang, but I liked those times. You always supported me when I was alone, and then were furious upon me for being innocent. During the vacations, the summers of 12th, I was the happiest, when we spent loads of time together. You were my first friend in the school, you held a sp...